YOUR ILLUSIONS SHATTERED:
You Say: "I want a "sensitive man".
Really, Then why do you end up hating them as they drive you crazy?
You Say: "Men can't handle a strong woman".
Really, who are these "men" anyway? (sensitive men, who let you mommy them?)
You Say: "My ex was a narcissist, that was the problem".
Really, are you sure about that? A powerful, independent man, would look like a narcissist to a woman trying to mommy him.
You Say: "I am not just to sit around and be submissive, and let a man tell me what to do".
I get it. But bonding to your feminine power is NOT a form of UNempowered submission. You as a woman must be EMPOWERED to receive. Your power and courage comes from the heart and the power to receive, and his comes from the power to lead.
You Say: "Men just can't handle the deep psychological work of a relationship".
Really, maybe you need to learn more about the "Relationship styles". Stop dating men who do not want the "therapy model". (I will teach you this)
You Say: "Why wont men commit marriage and children".
Again, there are plenty of men who are also looking for the "Legacy model". Astrology can help you identity them.